Death of the Dux Bellorum – Not Mort D’Arthur

There is so much nonsense written about King Arthur.
He did not exist in the way he has been written about. The only near contemporary reference to the name is in Aneirin’s elegies “Yr Gododdin”
written in Brythonic. In one verse he says of a warrior that he was great “but he was not Arthur” and that is all there is.
The struggles of the period led to the early kingdoms of the English and the Welsh.
Tennyson wrote a lot about these myths in Blank verse. So I thought I would give it a try.

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Death of the Dux Bellorum at Camlann A.D. 537

“A weary man sat propped against a stone
A massive stone beside a plundered church
A plundered church within a sundered land
Where leaders feud as foreign foes advance
The weary man who dying from his wound
He held his painful side whence seeped his blood.
This Dux Bellorum of a dying land
Had failed his land and lost the last of Hope
With foreigners awaiting his demise
Whose numbers grew, as did their firm resolve
And his life now was wasted in the fight
The futile fight between opposing clans
Of Britons who saw Saxons closing in
Together with the Jutes and Frisians too
And Angles who attacked on land and sea.
The futile fight now hastened on their end
He gazed up at the sky and fading light
This was the twilight of his people’s power
The mutiny of those who served them once
Had driven them far back to west and north
But he had rallied men who seemed well beat
Had rallied them and shown them ways to fight
The crows he’d fed with Jute and Saxon flesh
And Ravens and the Wolves had waxed replete
And now those crows here circled overhead
So now it was his turn to be their food
The fox and badger might well pick his bones.
And through the fading light here loomed a man
A man who had somehow survived this rout
“Who is that who remains alive still now?
How many are the men who yet may live?”
“I’m Bedevere one of your loyal men,
Now there may be a score of us who live
A motley lot not fit now for the fight
They’ve all been brave and fought long in your wars
But all would now go home and face their lot
Their fighting’s done and finished in this feud
They will be overwhelmed now by the foe
And they must choose a servile life – or death!
But in death there’s an end to choice or chance.
As for myself I go now to my home
High in Dumnonia’s hills there to the west
To save all that I can within my land.
Your cause is lost. You wasted it in feud.
I’ll stay with you ‘til death has closed your eyes
And then my oath to you is at an end.
So tell me what was Mordred’s grievous fault
That we fought him instead of foreign foe?
And was he worth those broken shattered men
Who all lie dead amongst their scattered arms?
We all must live with folk we do not like
Not all of us see this as cause for war
Nor do we feud in doors in rage and heat
While cattle raiders plunder all our stock
Though you brought us success – all men know that!
At end you brought us here unto this waste
This waste of men who could have saved our land.”
The dying Dux Bellorum smiled at him
A wry and kindly smile that bore no rage
The time was past for rage and wrath and hate
He choked a little as he tried to speak
The pool of blood wherein he sat spread wide
Though all the world seemed misty now, more dark
And yet his mind was as it always was
Still agile in this bloody dying form
“You must not let the foreign foes gain arms
You say our arms are scattered here about
Go gather them, as they’re no use to us
No ghost nor wraith has ever yet born arms
But future foes who may yet come for you
Would find some use in what’s left here about.
Go toss them in a meare or murky pool
And take my sword and shield and toss them too
I would not have my arms left here harm you
A curse against our folk they soon would be.
Make sure the water’s deep that none might see
Before they rot to rust and are all gone
Take with you to Dumnonia what you would
Your hills may yet secure you from the foes
And you have life and so you yet have Hope
Be gone now let me die alone. I’ve failed.
Your life goes on and I must feed the crows”
And Bedevere and those few men with him
Did as the Dux Bellorum bid them to
They gathered up the arms from all the dead
They gathered them and tossed them in the Brue
And then they went their ways to hearth and home
Where grateful kin had welcomed their return
And in the winter nights they told their tales
Of how they followed that great man of war
Of how they held up an advancing foe
Each year the tales got longer than before
In time they were well woven into myth
The myths that got passed on to future times.
Their foes that rose to rule those lands of theirs
Took on their myths and glorified their deeds.
To glorify their war is folly now
Now that we know so little of those folk
Of how they lived and how their slaves had lived.
A few brave names have come down – legends all
But who’s to know what those folk may have thought?
They lived and that’s as much as we may know.
Whilst they are gone – The sands of time still flow.”

 

Trevor Morgan

Myths do not have to be true but it helps if they are ripping yarns.

The Public Records Office at Kew

After a ship decommissions its documents are archived.
On the Albion in 1964, I remember tying up bundles of charts and binding with a red ribbon and pouring sealing wax over the knot. All was neat and sealed and dispatched. The Log Book and Letters in Passage were similarly parcelled up and dispatched.
Recently, I wanted to look at a particular set so contacted the Public Records Office at Kew. I was told they would not be made public for 100 years!
How strange, I wonder what might be in there?
 

 

The Public Records Office at Kew

After every action then
Reports were written up.
They told of what we had done when
We’d drunk from out that cup.

Reports prepared in triplicate
Was what we used to do.
We kept the first and duplicate;
The third must go to Kew

After thirty years or so
And for true history’s sake,
They are then put on public show;
Though some may be a fake!

Now can a State so that candid
And show off all its shame?
Who needs to know all that it did?
Lies keep it safe from blame!

© Trevor Morgan 2009

Note:

The Royal Navy is an old institution and good at record keeping. Documents can be lost when a ship is destroyed in action but even then there is an attempt to save the Log Book at a very minimum.
Only one Log Book has ever gone missing and that was the Log Book of HMS Conqueror, the submarine that sank the Argentine cruiser Belgrano during the Falklands War.
That seems to have been politically convenient.

Gosport Ferry Song

Before the First World War two young people met on a ferry.
One of them I knew, the other was to be his wife and the mother of his two children. He was in the Royal Navy and would go through battle and survive, she would be killed by the Flu epidemic just after the war ceased.
From “Jutland and After”.
That sad eyed old man I knew had been young and in love once upon a time.

 

 Gosport Ferry Song

“There’s bright sunshine on the harbour
Winter winds are blowing chill,
Cold hard frost reflects the sunlight
And I’m longing for you still.

Chorus

Our best dreams can be so empty
And our longings give no thrill.
Love is turned cold indifference
And I’m longing for you still.

There’s a thick fog on the harbour,
Mists are hanging grey and still.
Cold hard frost reflects the lamplight
And I’m longing for you still.

Chorus

There’s an oil slick on the harbour,
Slimy streaks clear waters kill.
Rainbow tint reflects the bright light
And I’m longing for you still.

Chorus

There’s cold moonlight on the harbour
I had wanted you until,
Cold hard fate extinguished love’s light;
Yet I’m longing for you still

Chorus

There’s ice floating on the harbour
Winter winds are blowing chill,
Cold hard frost reflects the warm light
And I’m longing for you still.

Chorus

Cold hard frost reflects the warm light
And I’m longing for you still.

I am longing for you still,

Longing, longing for you still.”

 

 

Rest in Peace Uncle Arthur

More Champers Davie Dear?

I will never be totally loyal to a political party.
Many feel our politicians in Parliament are of limited ability.
That may be the case. However politicians of the real pits operate at the level of what we call “local government”. They do not actually govern, they administer at a local level under centrally determined rules.
Some who have had no visible additional means of income seem to live quite lavish lives. I guess they must be frugal with the housekeeping…

At the time I wrote this I lived in a Labour Controlled area. I moved to a Liberal Democrat area that changed to Tory control. These verses would fit all three parties in some areas at local area.
I do not doubt there are many well run local councils and this would not apply to any of them.

A Song for Some Municipal Politicians:-

More Champers Davie Dear?
(tune: Blaydon Races)

Oh, Labour has its policies
‘bout which there is no doubt
They represent philosophies
That are turned inside out.

Chorus

Oh’ do please shut the door
We want no poor in here,
They really are a chore

– More champers Davie dear?-

Yes, where we were once reputed
As champions of the poor,
That’s now been refuted
An’ we’re rotten to the core.

Chorus

– More champers Cherrie dear? –

Our leader’s gone and bunked it
He’s no friend any more,
We hear he’s gone and flunked it
‘cos students must pay more.

Chorus

– More champers Harriot dear? –

To him betrayal’s not a sin
And learning must be bought
While it won’t cause his ruin
Seems like he stands for nought

Chorus

– More champers Flunkey dear? –

Well the poor are always with us
An’ they are such a chore.
We just can’t understand the fuss
For Poverty’s a bore!

Chorus

– More champers John my dear? –

Oh, Labour has its policies
‘bout which there is no doubt
They represent philosophies
That are turned inside out

Chorus

– More champers Tony dear? –

 

Optional verse:

There’s free booze for the elect few
Credit cards on the rates,
There’s nothing either fair or true
In Labour’s own estates.

Chorus
– More champers Councillor dear? –

© Trevor Morgan 1997

Note:
Any similarity to any person living or dead is purely coincidental.

Widow’s Sea

I was recovering from an injury sat on the shore.
This was in Worthing. There was a strong scent of seaweed in the air.
Near by sat a women with two young children playing.
Here eyes were red, she had been crying.
I wrote this as I sat there:

Widow’s sea

The boat rolls gently on the wave,
A small bird’s flying by.
We know the sea’s a sailor’s grave
And like the breeze we sigh.

The seaweed’s washed up on the beach
It’s scent is on the air.
Her sailor’s soul is out of reach,
Winds blow the widow’s hair.

A raven soars above the shore,
The tide is on the turn,
It flies above the sailor’s grave;
A widow’s left to yearn.

A tern dives in the gentle wave,
Then rises to the skies
And flies above the sailor’s grave;
A lonely widow cries.

Whitebait are caught there in a net,
The fisherman’s at sea.
There are to be more widows yet;
It’s what is going to be.

The widow’s weeping by the bay,
The orphans by her side.
Yet these sad times will pass away,
For goodness will abide.

The boat lulls on the gentle calm,
Soon no clouds in the sky.
In stillness is a gentle balm;
And widow’s tears will dry.

Trevor Morgan 1999

Sonnet – Folly of Regrets

The sonnet is a supreme poetic form.
I love the limitations and restrictions of the discipline required in writing a sonnet.
However, there may well be just so much pointless folly in this.

Folly of regrets

He gazed upon a shipwreck and he saw it was his life
With all the bits of Hope along the shore.
For Fate it seems it likes to twist the knife
A missed chance passed beyond him like before.
Ambition was in bits like flotsam now,
Each little piece like what just might have been
Turned his beach to a sort of mess somehow.
This was a thing he wished he had not seen.
To seek to do good work leads to a fall,
To strive with might and main a pointless thing.
To dream you might achieve a clarion call;
It’s life not death that bears the poison sting.
The earth it spiralled on about the sun,
This dying microbe grieved for things not done.

© Trevor Morgan 2014

From: “Tales of the children of Gewis”

“All political careers not matter how illustrious ultimately end in disappointment.”
Enoch Powell

Drowned Sailor

HMS Goodall was torpedoed on 29th April 1945.
Hitler was already dead and the war was lost by the Third Reich.
Goodall was sunk in the confined waters of the Kola Inlet in Russia.
She was the last Royal Navy ship lost in the war with Germany.
I really hate the submarine that did this. It was a pointless act of killing.

Drowned Sailor

Limp and lifeless drifting downward
Sinking slowly through the cold.
Washed so slowly there to landward,
He would never now grow old.

Though no more he would face fear
Back at home old folk will weep.
Blue clothes cling about him here,
Though all’s blackness in the deep.

Bubbles rising from this clothing
His warm blood is now all chill.
Drifting, sinking just a dead thing
Arctic cold was quick to kill.

Fate was sealed and death was grim
For U-boats were here about.
He’d called out as ships passed him;
Passing matelots heard him shout.

In the springtime on the shoreline
Stinking corpses marred the shore.
Arctic daytime, chilly sunshine,
Clearing up a ghastly chore.

Those the gods love all die young.
Gods can love a ship’s whole crew.
The sailors’ hymn is often sung,
Death at sea is nothing new.

Spirits of these dear departed
Heard upon a gentle breeze,
Kin and kith are broken hearted;
Sea birds’ calls sound ill at ease.

Trevor Morgan 1999

From: “Arctic Elegies”

Talking to an old man he told me that when a submarine was detected it was immediately attacked. This would mean abandoning men in the water. He remembered one shouting “Taxi, taxi can’t anyone get a bloody taxi round here”.
That man was joking in the face of a certain and immanent death. Jack has a unique sense of humour.

The sea breeze

There’s something calming about a gentle sea breeze.

The Sea Breeze

I listen to the waves that lap
Along the Sussex coast.
They healed me after that mishap
That made those braggarts boast.

The calming breezes of the sea
So gentle on the soul,
It’s here my spirit is set free,
My broken heart made whole.

I listen to a sea bird’s cry
Such plaintive lonesome sounds,
Yet I no longer need to sigh;
The hare’s escaped those hounds.

© Trevor Morgan October 2003

The Last Witch

Churchill repealed the Witchcraft Act in 1951.
When he was returned to power in 1951 this was in his first legislative proposals. To replace the old act he introduced The Fraudulent Mediums Act.

The last trial for witchcraft in England was held at the Old Bailey in 1944. Helen Duncan was convicted after she told relatives of sailors killed when HMS Barham was sunk that they were dead and the ship was sunk. At the time the sinking of the Barham was kept an official secret and it is not clear just how Helen Duncan could have known. Some still assert that she was genuine and dead sailors’ ghosts came to her and told her of the ship’s loss.

On hearing of the trial Churchill is supposed to have said to his Home Secretary “What tomfoolery is this”!

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The Southsea ‘Witch’

Speaking to women in her booth
Right there beside the shore,
Poor Helen Duncan spoke her truth;
The way she’d done before.

“Your James upon that battleship
Has died and gone to grace
I sense somehow, he lost his grip,
I see a stranger’s face.

He and your James were in the sea,
It seems their ship went down.
Dear God this surely cannot be
How can so many drown?

Why did you have to come today?
Why did I seek for you?
Oh, hear this what I have to say,
There’s nothing you can do!

Most of the Barham lads are gone,
Torpedoes sank the ship.
The visions that I gazed upon
Could make me lose my grip”

She asked the women then to leave,
She closed up for the day.
Those sights she saw then made her grieve;
Some scenes don’t go away.

Her Visions

This time those sights came from the blue,
She was not in control.
Confused she knew not what to do,
Hers was a troubled soul.

Each vivid sight each vivid smell
Tore right through her mind.
She saw those young men put through hell,
These visions were unkind.

She felt each shock she felt each pain
She felt dragged to the deep.
She felt she’d never breathe again,
She saw sad kin folk weep.

She saw herself stood in a dock,
She saw a prison yard.
Newspapers all would scoff and mock
And times they would be hard.

She thought to close down for a while,
To take a well-earned break.
Inside she’d lost the will to smile,
Her hands now seemed to shake.

Trevor Morgan 2001

Note:

My uncle Frank served on the Barham at the Battle of Matapan. He was transferred off of the ship days before her last voyage.

The Sinking was filmed by Barham’s own spotter plane that had been launched to search for submarines.
Click on link below:

https://www.britishpathe.com/video/hms-barham-1914-1941-aka-hms-barham-1914-41

Doubt

I do not think I am ever certain about anything.
I never was. I am certain of that!

Doubt

I should say without a doubt
Doubt should not be left without.
I should say I must be true
And say that I have doubt in you.

Doubt’s a gift of Charity
To save us when we are set free.
When those we love let us go;
Doubt can say “I told you so”!

Trevor Morgan 1967

John Travers Cornwall V.C. lay dying

At the Battle of Jutland hundreds of boy seaman were killed in action.
One boy, John Travers Cornwall was awarded the highest honour, the Victoria Cross, for his valour.
At HMS St Vincent there was a picture of John. I have been unable to find it so have inserted another.
A silly television commentator said recently that he lied about his age to join.
15 Year old boys could join the royal navy up until 1968, I know, I did.
I once knew an old man who served on his ship, HMS Chester, at Jutland and saw the boy carried ashore. The old man cried after telling me that so I got little detail. This was 45 years after the battle.

John Travers Cornwall

The dying boy

Ashore the songbirds sang with joy
There was a gentle breeze.
But on that deck that dying boy
Felt, Oh, so ill at ease.

He saw the gulls and petrels too
As they whirled overhead.
He saw the shoreline now in view
His wounds still seeped and bled.

He felt the wetness on his side
The pangs grew bad again,
But never once there had he cried,
Still stoic mid the pain.

His small form was not yet full grown,
Some things aren’t meant to be.
He had loved all that he’d been shown,
He’d loved his life at sea.

He’d seen his gun crew be cut down,
Their legs and feet all gone
And though he’d earned some great renown,
His eyes no longer shone.

Near moribund and marked by Death
A haziness closed in,
He laboured at each single breath,
Some fights you may not win.

 

Ephemeral not lasting

Some go in the morning
Too long before the noon,
Parents are left mourning
Oh, they died too soon.

The gods it has been said
Who dwell up there above
Claim young who are now dead
As their dearest love.

Note:
From “Jutland and after”

I.R.S

I wrote some lyrics for a fictional 1960s American band.
They were a mix of blues and comic material.
Yes, I know the Beatles got here first with I am the Taxman! Not all themes have to be original. They just have to make for an entertaining song.

 

I.R.S.

One day we made it big
So now we’re in a jam
Cos’ where’s there’s one for us
There’s ten for Uncle Sam

Chorus
Now we’re on a treadmill
And we just can’t relax
Cos’ every day we get a bill
For lots more income tax

We got ourselves a manager
To get the business done
But he grabbed the money
And now he’s on the run

Chorus

We got us an accountant
Then we ran out of luck
Cos’ every time he saves a dime
He charges us a buck

Chorus

We got us an attourney
And he then proved a snake
Cos’every time he works for us
He’s always on the take

Chorus

We kicked out the accountant
And the snake to boot
Now we’re really in it deep
I.R.S. took all the loot

Chorus

Got us into spendthrift ways
And were feeling clever
Looks like we’ll end our days
Paying for the pleasure

Chorus

Chorus

Note:
From “Candy Blue”

Empathise

How people love to rationalise.
This is usually because they are not rational.
I doubt if few of the nastiest people in history saw what they did was evil. In our minds we seem able to justify all manner of foul deeds.
We can dehumanise the other and by so doing are not troubled by the hurt we do.
Whether it is killers who kill the innocent in the name of a deity or a paedophile who believes he does no harm as he rapes a child and mar a life they are much the same. They cannot imagine the hurt felt by others.

 

Empathise

So, in whatever way they choose
Some will wrong who they can.
For some religion’s just a ruse,
God’s claimed for acts of man.

Chorus
For those who cannot empathise
Are much the same within.
For they just cannot realise
Where actions are a sin.

While their good God, they would make sad,
Where they do not relent
And claim there’s good in what is bad;
Then kill the innocent.

Chorus

Should they be asked to justify
The worst things that they do,
All wickedness they would deny,
The truths beyond their view.

Chorus

And so, at end the vengeful lose
All through the deeds they do.
Misused by those that they misuse
Who also sought their ‘Due’.

Chorus

Through spirals then the vengeful go
With harm that never ends,
There’s but one end to all this woe,
When foes turn into friends.

Chorus

© Trevor Morgan 2 February 2018

Note:

From: Tale of Aelfrede and Gudrum

Always civil (but not) servants

I have been Councillor and a council officer.
Almost all senior officers have total contempt for the elected representatives of the people. In my experience they are manipulative and deceitful. For an opposition councillor of a minor party most do not even bother to hide this contempt. To me they are a curse that ought be removed from the system.
At government level we actually call these creatures “civil servants”! Now that term must have been originally conceived of as a sick joke!

Always civil (but not) servants

Oh, we write long reports
Then we edit the draft
And we tick every box
Because that is our craft.

But we live by a misdeed
We’re always performing,
For we live by a creed
Bitter and deforming.

We can slow all things down
When they need to be done,
Leave you hanging around
Cos’ delay can be fun!

Chorus

No! we’re not your servants
Though you’ll never know it.
We hold you in contempt
But we’ll never show it.

If you’re in a hurry
And foolishly show it,
Then there is a duty
Placed on us to slow it.

Yes, we’ll lead you around
On a merry wee dance,
No straight answers are found;
So you haven’t a chance.

There’s always somewhere
That we can refer you,
What takes you forever
Will surely deter you.

Chorus

Though straight are your questions
Our answers are never.
We’re quick with rejections,
For – “Yes” – wait forever!

Where it’s easy to aid
Then we must show restraint.
Cos’ that’s not why we’re paid;
Why – there’d be a complaint.

Yes, our life is quite swell,
Though not of our making.
Oh, but yours will be hell
Because of our faking.

Chorus

Cos’ we’re not your servants
Though you’ll never know it.
We hold you in contempt –
But we’ll never show it.

Note:
This would work as a lyric to a music hall style of song.
 

Trevor Morgan 1992

Loves Lies

Well it is Valentine’s day.
And love does confuse so.

 

Loves Lies

Is love in life a load of lies
That dims the wits and scales the eyes?
The way you once confused my so
Made it not clear to tell or know
Is love itself a thing at all
To search for wonder shout and call.
Or is but a willow wisp
We dream of but does not exist.
And yet I say that I love you
And though you say it to me too;
Whilst each may hold the other dear
Great loves can have no need to fear.
When we can see no means to ends
It’s then that we can be good friends.

 

© Trevor Morgan 1969

Sonnet – Driven by Pure Hate

“The ebb and flow of wrath and woe”
This was a theme I have worked on when writing about England in the centuries before 1066. I approached it as history. Now as I follow current events I realise this goes on and on and each new group that claims to have been wronged in the past uses it to justify the slaughter of innocent folk

Sonnet – Driven by Pure Hate

There will be no half measures with pure hate
For hatred is so focused all the time.
Though with their love some may equivocate,
A cold stark hate is ever in its prime
And never will it show the faintest qualm.
It will deceive itself that it be just
And even when it does excess of harm,
It sees all’s good and right in pure blood lust.
Where words are said to justify each deed
Life then becomes a long and sad nightmare
And once again our land is made to bleed.
As folk relive the cycle of despair
When none forgive then none may live at ease
And men of hate will do just as they please.

Trevor Morgan 12 February
From: “Tale in a passing Moment”

Spirals of Liars

I have watched liars in a witness box.
They are amongst the worse of human kind. I am not infavour of excess sentencing for crime but with perjury I feel there is an exception. Where justice depends on evidence, the deliberate tainting of such evidence leads systems of justice to do wrong to the innocent.

Spirals of Liars

“Three perjurers so full of glee
All sneered there at the dock.
Their victims now would not be free
As fops prepared to mock.

These gutless monsters sup on blood,
Schemed each new enterprise.
But ended mired in filth and mud
And never won the prize.

Their victims then in time were free,
Time fills with cloying fear.
When perjurers would know no glee;
Truth now lurks ever near.

The winds of change are seeming strange
Old ways now sink below;
Whilst Fate she seems to rearrange
As Truth brings falsehood low.

Then Lies and Truth will clash head on
That one may cease to be.
If Hope returns then few are wan
And some may be set free.

Each artless, pointless scheming one
Finds no more glut of gore,
As all is lost and none is won
New sneaks come to the fore.

New perjurers will perjure then,
New victims will go down.
There seems a glut of wicked men
Each of such low renown”

From: “Tale in a passing moment”

Writing of Love

Poetry comes from feelings not thought.
This is perhaps why many write poetry when they fall in love.
I know I did!

Writing of Love

In writing of love it’s hard to express
The emotions that you really feel.
You search for a rhyme to continue the theme
And not for a feeling that’s real.

When writing of you I cannot express
The thoughts that well up in my heart.
I try but in vain and cannot explain,
So words must say only a part.

My tongue is a rag and I wring out some oil
That floats on the waters of truth;
Making thoughts into words is only to spoil
And smooth all the ripples of life.

© Trevor Morgan 1968

Just a bit!

I like the poetry of Pam Ayres
It’s jolly, it’s humourous, it’s fun.
These are the very reasons why the literary elites hate it. Oh, that and it rhymes!
I am not in her league. Comic verse is hard work.
But I try my best.

Just a bit

A bit of this, a bit of that,
A little bit won’t make you fat!
Another bit, perhaps one more,
Another small piece like before.
Another nibble and some sips
Won’t put too much upon your hips!
And then perhaps in company
To join in with the repartee
We’ll join the buffet queue with you
And have a little snack, or two!
A bit of this, a bit of that,
A little bit won’t make you fat;
Another bit perhaps one more
Another small one like before.
Oh, dearie me, what is the matter?
With all these little bits – you’re so much fatter!

© Trevor Morgan, 2 February 2002

Sonnet – Mutability

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I like Shelley for his spirit of rebellion.
Our present generation of young snowflakes could learn a lot by visiting his anger and his passion.
Sadly this is not happening. When I visit book shops I see none of his work on the book shelves. I loath soft simpering slop all about hurt feelings that does not have rhythm or rhyme and is so falsely claimed to be poetry!

Mutability was a subject that Shelley visited.  This I honour here.

Sonnet

Mutability

Men are as shadows cast by faint moonbeams,
A hint of some existence that’s soon gone.
All seems illusion like some waking dreams
Then shades return to where the moonbeams shone.
Like faint discerned reflections in the night
They seem as if alive as moments fly.
Yet, soon they die and are quite gone from sight
Existing only in the tears some cry.
The weepers in a trice themselves soon go;
Faint moonlight passes on and is beyond
The reach of what men seek or ever know.
Illusion and delusion cause despond.
Faint glimmerings in a place where moonbeams shine
Cause egos to scream out “…all this is MINE…”

© Trevor Morgan 8 February 2018

Note:

Like Li Bai I am most moved to verse by the Moon on a still night with beer in my belly. (Li Bai had rice wine in his.)

The Mine

Princess Diana highlighted the horror of land mines.
They are a nasty weapon that may continue their deadly intent long after a war is ended.

The mine

He felt something beneath his foot
It was just then he knew,
But as that sense dawned on his mind,
That mine there went and blew.

His manhood and his crotch were gone
As he slumped neath a tree.
His mood seemed neither sad nor wan
For he just smiled at me.

The stillness in the air seemed strange,
The tumult went away,
We talked a little in that place;
His dying took all day.

© Trevor Morgan, 11 November 2004

Note:

From a draft for “Saga by the Sula Sea” A work I have now discarded unfinished.
It is about a group of soldiers landed in Sabah.
This poem is derived from a conversation with one of them long ago.

Sinking and Arising

From trauma to survival is a journey.
There is no one magic treatment and there is no total cure.
Dark events leave their scars. Survival comes with living with these scars and overcoming them.

Sinking and Arising

A lonely soul screeched out aloud
Within a lonely mind.
A lonely psyche wept alone,
It seemed the soul was blind.

An aching heart grieved in the shade,
The mind became quite lost.
A raging wrath had its tirade,
The spirit bore the cost.

Great monsters rose within the id,
They loomed across all things.
The haunted id it fled and hid:
Yet still a faint Hope sings.

That Hope there in its lonely glades
Stood up against all woes
And slowly rose up from the shades;
To face the phantom foes.

A timid soul ceased to decline
Within a healing mind.
An injured psyche saw a sign,
It was a precious find.

As healing hearts no longer ache
What’s lost may yet be found.
All wrath has left within its wake,
A sight of firmer ground.

The monsters faded from the id
And inside things were still.
All terror from the spirit fled,
A warmth rose mid the chill.

As upward once-harmed souls may go
They rise from out the dirt.
For Hopes can spread their warming glow
That heals what may be hurt.

©Trevor Morgan, 2007

Note:

This is from a longer work, “Tales of the Sorrowful”.
I wrote it down for the first time when it came to me, out of the blue, as fast as I could write and have not needed to edit in any way. My Lady Muse was with me that day.

Gleeman in the twilight

England before the second conquest of 1066 fascinates me.
There were wandering entertainers called Gleemen.
In longer narrative works centred around the year 878 and the wars of survival in Wessex I choose to have these gleemen celebrating at feasts and after the battle of Ethandun
From “Tales of soft glistening lights”

Gleeman in the twilightt

“In twilight neath the waning moon
There at the end of day,
A Gleeman sang a merry tune;
It’s good to sing and play.

It’s good to have much joy and glee,
It’s good to act a part;
Contented souls may soar so free,
Free from a heavy heart.

“Deep in the winter of the year,
When nights are long and dark,
That is the time to spread good cheer,
A time to act the lark.

Then in the spring when days grow warm,
There’s more glee to be had;
For in good weather or a storm,
There’s no need to be sad.

Now in the balmy summer time
There’s time to laugh and play,
To sing a song or silly rhyme
There at the end of day.

In autumn with the harvest in
There’s plenty now to eat
And in pure joy there is no sin,
As joy and fun are sweet”.

Now all across old Somerset
Once they had beat the foe,
There were to be more goods time yet,
As folk dance to and fro.

With cheese and ham and cider too
And bread – that’s not been charred!
Good times are here for all folk who
Have fought so true and hard.”

Though gleemen may well mock a king,
They’re careful when they do.
For power is a wondrous thing
And those who mock may rue.

Now Alfred took all in good heart,
His kitchen skills were poor;
Yet raging Danes he could outsmart
For he excelled at war.

And there’s no point in peace at all,
No point in staying free,
No point in seeing foemen fall;
Unless in life there’s glee.

Men do not live by bread alone,
They needs must laugh as well
And now the raven bird had flown
At glee all could excel.

© Trevor Morgan 2003

Notes:

Charred bread relates to the legend of Alfred burning the cakes.
I doubt if this happened.

This story is possibly an allegory for what happened that year. The defeated army of heathen Danes worshipped Thor amongst other powers. The symbol of Thor is the ash tree. Ash trees are killed by a fungus that produces black fruiting bodies known as King Alfred’s cakes. What is more interesting is these ‘cakes’ when dried and crushed into a powder were used as tinder. They are agents of fire. The Norse deity Loki was their god of fire and an enemy of Thor and the other gods of Asgard.
Intricate convoluted riddles were a fascination for our ancestors of that period. The best surviving example of this aspect of the culture is “The Exeter Book of Riddles”.

Felon’s Oak

There are place names in England that are grim.
There is Felons Oak near Minehead and Stone Gallows near Taunton by way of examples.
Such places are on or near ancient parish boundaries where public executions took place.
This is a draft for an incomplete work based around a rather nasty character call Cedric Streona who lived during the reign of Aethelrede Unrede. He was handed over to his victims’ families by King Cnut. He did not live long after that.

Felons Oak

They took him to the Felon’s Oak,
They hanged him from a bough.
This brought hope to a blighted folk.
They’re glad and joyful now.

The Felon’s Oak stands firm and grim
Beside a deep cool brook.
Rough hemp so slowly strangled him,
Then he no longer shook.

His victims feasted that nightlong.
They drank both mead and ale
And they sang many a merry song
And listened to many a tale.

From Felon’s Oak he swung that night
Until the next sweet day.
They took him down from out of sight,
They carted him away.

His reign of fear it had been long,
All there had felt his rage.
He’d got his way while he was strong,
But he got weak with age.

When over powered, a penned in beast
Is one pathetic thing.
But now his reign of fear has ceased,
So joyous folk can sing.

The Felon’s Oak, that mighty tree
Stands gnarled and all alone,
Where tears of grief had once flown free
The last of fear’s now flown.

Reviled a widow lives close by,
Forced now to dwell right here.
Her once red eyes no longer cry,
She too had lost all fea.r

She tore her cloak to form a rope
And climbed up to a bough.
Deprived of Love and Joy and Hope
Her pain would end right now.

She screamed a curse then she fell free,
This widow of a lord.
But plunging from that fatal tree
Was stopped swift by her cord.

For near a week none passed that way
The breeze passed through her hair.
Her locks they glistened in the day,
Blown by sweet gusts of air.

A passing stranger saw to her
And dug a hallowed place,
Anointing her with sacred myrrh,
He prayed she might find Grace.

The Oak remained four hundred years
At end it too was gone.
It witnessed joys it witnessed tears,
It made this spot seem wan.

An empty place besides a brook
Where otter cubs oft play,
Where once all hope had been forsook
Now sadness fades away.

The future is a mystery
That few of us may see.
Where most forget our history
All will forget one tree.

A Felon’s Oak stood firm and grim
Beside a deep cool stream.
In Time all fades and all goes dim
Like some long lost old dream.

© Trevor Morgan, 4 February 2018